Dear Angel,
Actually I should have
already written these few lines for you but I couldn’t do it since I was not
really recovered. Today when I write how I feel, you are 1month 4days old and
when you read this article, you will be few years old. By that time, I know you
will be really amazing daughter of mine.
Dear angel, there was nothing
more special than becoming a mother for the first time, and it is also something
that I was never fully prepared for. The time spent holding, cuddling and watching
you change and grow were one of the many joys I experience everyday but with
the share of challenges. I knew the journey of motherhood will be rewarding but
it is hard for me to accept the hardship and its toughness of being a mother. I knew each child is different and need to be treated differently.
Knowing this fact, till today, I went through some rough times without single
idea on what to do with you but I accepted those rough times gracefully because hard
times makes me grow harder. This is not the end! Still I have a long journey to
face many more rough times and challenges with you, but for that I will prepare
and welcome it heartedly.
The feelings
of confusion, frustration and worry are some of my friends which never leave me
alone. Sometimes I get overwhelmed with them and I cry but suddenly I realize I am responsible
for your precious life. With time, within a month, everything has become a
routine and I have started to understand you much better. At an apex with all
those emotions, there came many moms with their advice and opinions. I
listened to each of them just to make you more comfortable. But most of their advice and opinions were not applicable for you. You were such a unique baby
which you required unique attention and care.
Now your cry has become
everyday music with unique rhythm and beats.
With love Your Mom!
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